If you’re new to Between My Sheets, let me bring you up to speed a bit.
I’ve never been any kind of sex toy before. For the past few month (ok, more like since this summer), I’ve been lusting over the couple next door, J* and his wife. They’re a fun-loving, sexy, perfect couple that happens to like bring others into the bedroom to spice things up. Others being me.
And that was fine, for a bit. I have to admit, though, I feel for J*. I started feeling jealous whenever he was pleasuring her, not me, and we even met a few times, just the two of us, for some steamy sex sessions. That was clearly against their “rules,” and we both felt uncomfortable. I was unhappy, so no matter how quickly he could bring my to orgasm, it was time to say good-bye.
Saying good-bye wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. I called up some old flames and got my sex on. For the past month, I’ve just been having a lot of fun again. Sure, I still miss J* and feel that twinge whenever I see their shadows in the window next door, but I think at this point in my life, I want more than just sex.
And I got more. Maybe more than I bargained for. One of my partners, K, asked if I would be his. No, not his girlfriend. His slave. Without thinking, I said yes. I should have thought about it, but I knew in my heart it was the right decision. So here I am, an unexperienced slave, craving my Master’s attention and love….and not really knowing what I am doing.
What does it mean to be a slave?
I guess that is something each master and slave has to work out together. For us, it means that my orgasms belong to him when we’re together. I’m still allowed to see other men, providing I get permission from him first, and when I’m with others, I can do as I please. For us, it also means that I can do what I want in everyday life. I don’t have to call him for permission to buy a new skirt and I don’t have to give him proposed schedules of my time for approval. I suppose what we have is a very loose relationship, and honestly, I think that’s the only way this will work for either of us.
But my pussy belongs to him, and I already feel that. I’ll go to masturbate and remember that he didn’t give me permission to do so. I’ll be tired and he’ll demand I cum one more time. He drives me insane, and I love it. I absolutely love it.
Are there any other slaves (or former slaves) out there? Any advice for someone new to this world?
About Rori
Rori is the founder of Between My Sheets. She works full time as a writer, reviewer, and online educator and can be reached at rori-at-betweenmysheets.com
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I relate to this – I recently asked my husband to Dom me, not knowing at all what his reaction would be. It turns out he’s thrilled about it, although sometimes unsure what to do with his newfound power. And I’m finding submitting every bit as satisfying as I’d hoped – so far. It’s a fun exploration. I definitely want to read more of your experiences!
Penny,
So glad you left a comment! It’s been really hard and really fun so far, and it is cool to hear from someone in the same situation!
xoxo,
Rori
I’m not sure what I’m going to miss more about your J* stories – his abs … or his abs
! But, it seems like you’re loving being a slave! Good luck!
Jackie
PS – But seeing him in (and out) of his boxer-briefs must’ve so hot! Yum!