Just today, everyone just give me a freakin’ break. Seriously. I’ve had to do things I don’t want to do, talk to people who treated me like crap, and disappoint people I care about. I woke up with a headache and a bunch of emails in my inbox from clients who are jerks.
Then my mom calls the other day and reminds me that I’m turn 25, and I’m still single. That’s right, folks, I was alone for the holidays, and this will be the second Valentine’s Day and birthday in a row that I’m alone. Might as well be the third, because the year before that we had pretty much come to an end and were just kind of existing without love anymore. So thanks, Mom. I didn’t remember that I’m a fucking loser with no husband or kids or house or financial stability like you had when you were my age.
On top of that, it seems like the good things I’m trying to do are turning into disasters. Not only do I not feel better, but I think I’ve made other people feel worse. Awesome. I just push and push and push people until things might as well just blow up. That’s just so fucking awesome.
*SCREAMS*
I love this blog, for the fact that I can rant and not feel bad about it. It’s like virtually punching a wall.
Everyone out there, reading this? Tell the people in your life that you love ‘em and give them a break once in a while. Everyone deserves that sometimes.
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Deep breaths hun! Just know that this is one day out of many and that we’ve all been there, especially with the marriage thing! Seriously, you hit your twenties and people start worrying on your behalf that you aren’t already in a long term relationship, or married. Plus if you’ve gotten a bunch of stuff done that you didn’t want to do, you won’t have to do it tomorrow.
*hugs*
If it makes you feel better I’m turning 31 with no husband or kids or house or financial stability.
Not everyone gets to “check” these things off the list at a specific time. It will happen when you are ready for it and it’s the right time. (Now if I could only believe my own words).
“…if you’ve gotten a bunch of stuff done that you didn’t want to do, you won’t have to do it tomorrow” – haha, that’s a good way of looking at it, Rach.
Aurore, yeah, it’s never easy to take your own advice or believe yourself.
Funny thing is, I’m not ready to be married yet, maybe in the next 5 years or so, but not today. It’s just not nice hearing people question why I’m not in a relationship. It makes me feel like there’s something wrong with me.
There should never be a rush to settle down and have kids because most people who do that really end up settling for someone that is probably not who they really wanted and then settling again when they end up going through a divorce several years later.
I’m sorry you have been feeling that way. If it helps- I am 42 and have
never been married, and live paycheck to paycheck! : )
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
You are entitled to rant and scream all you want, and we’ll gladly take it!
Feel better!
Suck it up princess. I bet if I planted a firm hand on your ass and you’d be feeling a lot better. Husband? Fuck that. You’ve got a lot more cocks to have yet.
Rori, don’t let it bug you too much. I’m only a few years younger then you and to an outsider I have all those things. I know however that I would much prefer to be carefree right now then tied down with kids. Enjoy yourself hun. Don’t let anyone stop you from that.
Thank you, RhemyD.