Just in case ya’ll missed it…I actually wrote some feel-good smut again. What, just because I’m sad about something in my life I can’t get off? I know ya’ll thought I’d never write anything but soul-searching entries ever again, but god damn it, if I’m going to make some positive changes in my life, that has to start with me not spending all day moping around. So go read it. It’s here…at the end of my review. Read it. Masturbate. Feel better about your day. I sure did. Twice.
Oh, and one of my best friends ever drove from BOSTON to bring me flowers and comfort food. I mean, she was on her way somewhere anyway, but stopping at my house required a significant amount of extra time to her trip. Seriously. She may not be around all the time, but she knows when to come out of the woodwork. It was so thoughtful of her that I can’t even begin to say thank you. The little things mean the most in life, people.
I needed a few days of tears, and they’ve passed. But just because I’m feeling better doesn’t mean that I’m not still going to start counseling. I know that with every “up” day there are two or three “down” days for me, and it should be the other way around. I’ve been fighting this since high school, and I definitely don’t want to drive away more friends just because I’m too stubborn to actually go through with it.
Tonight, I definitely snorted soda out of my nose. Owwww the paaaaaain. So, so, so worth it, though. Someone contacted me through a dating website, and he said in his profile that he was trying online dating because his good friend met his wife that way. Through conversation, I come to find out that his good friend is someone I went on one date with a long time ago, right before he met his now-wife. I still keep in touch with both of them from time to time (there were no hard feelings at all, and they’re fun people). The world is such a tiny, tiny place.
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