It stinks that the only guy who gives me butterflies right now is the guy who is seeing someone else. She is SOOOO not right for him, and I so am. *stomps and sulks* He’s a good guy though – would never cheat or anything…which is actually a huge plus in my book. Hopefully he’ll come to his senses soon and realize that she’s a dud. *Swats at damn butterflies*
I have talked about sex with this guy in the past, when he was single, and let me tell you – he sounds so freakin’ hot. He totally gets my D/s fetish, and although it’s not necessarily him, it isn’t necessarily NOT him, if that makes sense. In other words, he could see himself being dominant in the bedroom because he’d know that’s what I crave. Outside of the bedroom? Probably not, though he definitely related to the 1950s lifestyle that I talked about, and he shares my wish for a big family.
And he has some fetishes of his own too. Namely, squirting. Hooooooot. I’ve only squirted like, once in my life, and it was by accident really, and not much…so it would be cool to be with someone who craves it and knows how to get it from a woman. I mean, there’s a sense of domination in that too – him taking what he wants from me, even if what he wants from me will ultimately feel reaaaaaaally fucking good for me too!
One con: he says he’s not into blow jobs at all. I find that hard to believe. He maybe had a bad experience or has never been with anyone that knew what she was doing? In any case, I’d like a chance to change his mind about that.
Man, I have really got to stop thinking about this guy. It’s driving me insane!
In life news, not relating to dating/sex, I’ve been super sick. My immune system is shot to hell. Boo. Oh, I went to the doctor for an annual check-up the other week (I wasn’t sick at the time, just needed a yearly physical), and Friday I get a letter from my insurance company saying that they’re not paying for it. $200??? No thank you! They said they’re not paying for it because it falls under a “pre-existing condition” clause. Wtf. It was an annual check-up. I got some blood work done as a precaution, but there was nothing wrong with me. I don’t know what they’re talking about, and it pisses me off that I’ll have to call and argue about this. Bleh.
To end on a happy note, though, I paid all my taxes and late bills and have + $1.83 in my checking account. Considering that I’ve been struggling a little the last few months, that makes me really happy! Small victories, people. Hopefully this time next month, I’ll be putting extra money toward my credit card debt, working that back down. In the meantime…if anyone wants to hire me to do some freelance writing, let me know!
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I enjoy reading all you’ve written! I stumbled upon your site and have been addicted to it!! As for the Dr’s bill – call the office and have them resubmitt it may have been a mix up. AS far as thinking about this man that gives you pleasure in every sense. He will come around and hopefully soon if he knows what’s good for him!! Congrats on having money left in your chekcing acct. You are doing better then most!!
I dated a guy that told me he didn’t like bj’s either. His hs gf bit him.
Now I can understand that sort apprehension.
But he had met his match.
I told him how much I loooooved giving head.
Let’s just say that I cured him of it.
Slowly.
He said he couldn’t believe he had gone 20 years without bjs.
He still (years later) texts me from time to time saying that he still thinks of it.
Apparently he learned that not all bj’s are the same.
(Bowing and blowing kisses)
Feel better.
I met one that hated bj’s because he had a hard time getting off on them. I cured that easily.
The other one that hated bj’s turned out to be a sub-male and receiving a bj made him feel too much in control.
I hope you feel better soon and good luck with him.