I’m not dead, for all of you out there wondering where I’ve been – just hard at work finishing up the 2009 Sex Blogger’s list. (xoxoxoxo again to everyone who judged – it was a big help). The combination of that and me ridiculously scheduling three major deadlines at work within two days meant that I’ve been a zombie lately. Work, work, work.

Last night, though, I took a break. I was actually really looking forward to this weekend, because V had off from work, a rarity for a Saturday. Notice I said “had,” though. His potential day off somehow turned into him working a double shift. Yuck! That man is the one of the only people I know that works as hard as I do. For both of us, it will pay off in the end, but right now, some weeks are hell. We don’t see each other much, and when we do, one of us is usually ready to pass out from lack of sleep.

Anyway, though…my break. Last night, V messaged me and asked me if I wanted to hang out. He was working a double, but at his one job (he has two), I can hang out. It’s a pretty sweet gig – he doesn’t have to do anything for most of his shift, since he works nights. So, we can just sit on the couch, cuddle, watch TV, and eat free food. So that’s what we did last night. And it was wonderful.

Especially when I noticed his jeans getting tighter. We haven’t seen one another, and while I don’t keep tabs on V’s personal habits, I’m not sure that he had the time or energy to masturbate in awhile. Soon, his jeans were unzipped and his delicious cock was down my throat. Yum. We hadn’t been able to play in what felt like forever, and add to that the rush of doing something we weren’t supposed to be doing. Double yum. I sucked him dry in like, five minutes.

V lives within walking distance of his job, but I’m a short drive away. It isn’t far, but I don’t like to drive with my glasses instead of my contacts at night. Yeah, I have super horrible eyes. So I decided just to stay at V’s. It was the first time I was there that he wasn’t, and it felt weird. I like being close enough to him that he trusts me to stay at his place, even if my bed is totally more comfortable.

Before I left though? His hard cock was out again, and I sucked out every last drop of cum that he had. I absolutely love getting that head push. I know that some girls find it demeaning, but I think that it is super sexy. Yum, yum, yum.

Some of you may ask, “What about you?” It’s true. I’ve given V oral about 100 times more than he’s given me oral, and I probably cum once to his twice overall. I love it that way. Don’t get me wrong, oral from V is always welcome, but I get nearly as much pleasure sucking him off. I love serving him, I love hearing his breath catch, I love feeling the cum pulse up his cock and into my mouth. I would give him ten blow jobs a day if I could. A blow job on the hour, every hour. I’m the sub here, but I love sucking that cock and knowing that it is mine to pleasure. When he’s hard, I’m the girl who gets to enjoy him. So don’t ya’ll worry. I definitely get mine.

My one friend has a glorious cock. We’re talking beautiful here. It’s long. It’s thick. And he knows how to use it. Yum. I’m actually the only girl to ever deepthroat him all the way, and it was definitely an experience. I think he almost popped my lung. Let’s just say that afterward, I had a sore throat. Not kidding. This guy didn’t make me gag – he completely blocked my throat, making it impossible to breath.

So, why am I telling you all about this? Last weekend, I gave V quite a few bjs around the house. Now, I’ve blown V before of course, and he isn’t a tiny guy by any means. I always gag when he face fucks me, even though I love it, so he’s started giving me mini-lessons to help me deep throat better. After some tongue action to get him hard, he had me take him as far into my mouth as I could go without gagging and hold there while he counted 60 seconds. That’s harder than you think, because a comfortable level at second #1 is no longer a comfortable level at second #20…and by second #45 or so, it was all I could do not to gag.

I got through it by breathing, trying to relax, and focusing on V’s voice as he counted. After some more sucking and licking, he had me go again. This time, he counted in his head…and without his voice, I only got to second #15 or so before I gagged! Lessons were over, and I suppose I had been a good student because he let me pick where I’d like him to come.

For the record, I think one of the best parts of that night was when I was between V’s legs as he sat on the couch. I looked up at him with the tip of his cock in my mouth, and he just goes randomly, “you’re so cute.” Cue heart melting.

Anyway…the next day, I woke up with a little sore throat, and I didn’t think much of it. By that night, though, I was miserable, and yesterday was actually the first day that I felt up to working. V made me chicken soup from scratch on Tuesday (awwwwwwwww – best boyfriend ever), but beyond that, I didn’t leave the house from Saturday afternoon until Wednesday. My nose is still stuffy. Yuck.

So now, of course, the joke is that other cocks may have given me sore throats, but deepthroating V knocks me out completely for three or four days.

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